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Sensitivity
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I'm Not Okay
02:14
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Something, Somewhere
02:56
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Marion
04:34
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Mess
08:17
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Why do you love me? What is it about me that makes you stay? What's the basis of our relationship? Because, whenever we finally get a chance to see one another, you always take the opportunity to point out my mistakes or how little we see each other. Why is this not about us anymore? Why don't we have meaningful conversations? Why don't you talk to me? Do you care about this relationship? Are you trying at all? Because to me, you just seem to go with what happens regardless and participate whether you want to or not. I get that you just want to see me, but if it only ends in a point of argument later then what's the point. I don't know you anymore because you're pushing me away. Why do I not get a choice in how I live my life? Why is it the position of others to dictate my life? I realise this is my fault for wanting to please everyone but why do I not get a choice? Am I just an instrument to express your love with? Because you don't seem to care about how I actually feel. You don't ask about me, how I'm doing.. You barely even recognise when I'm upset. But it's apparent that I have a responsibility to go out of my way for you and if I ask anything of you, either it's on your terms or there is protest. So do you love me? I'd like to know. I've been sitting here just while my mind goes insane. You'll never understand me. I thought you would, after this long. I hope you never read this. I know we'll never talk about it. I'll just suffer in silence. You wouldn't care anyway. Give me a reason to stay.
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dilated SA, Australia
i triplet inward;
hope i find some
self-sembled,
sense of self
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